How the heck did this happen? In two days I will be 7 weeks pregnant. In two days I have my first appointment in just 7 short days.
I cant beleive its been nearly a month since I got my POSITIVE pregnancy test!
This time last month I was sure I would need to go to the hospital and get my 4th, 5th and 6th rounds of clomid. I was sure I would be left hurt and angered again at the 'symptoms' I thought I was having. Thinking that yet again they was another bout of phantom symtoms.
It still feels unreal that I have something growing inside me and everytime I go to the toilet I still feel like I am going to come crashing back down to earth with a massive thud and a heartache bigger then any BFN disapointment.
Right now, Not knowing how baby is makes it so hard not to be excited and positive.
Just about five weeks to go and I should get to see poppyseed for the first time.
After that I hope, that I can relax a little more.
In about 5 weeks it also takes me from that first timester danger zone.
Wowza.
Almost at the second trimester.
Grow poppyseed grow.
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